Jul 30, 2005

Jul 26, 2005

King Chi

Weird Moments
Torn up in indecision over the most trivial of things.

KC : Oh, is that your friend?
me : Yup.
KC : The one you told me about?
me : Yup.
KC : Oh, ok. (wide smile)
me : Yeah...haha...(stupid grin, don't ask why)
KC : Hmm...
me : .......

Ever been in that situation where you're seriously contemplating whether or not to persue a conversation? You open your mouth to say more but your mind gets flooded with all these questions...

Should I tell her more? Should I offer more details? Should I let her in further into my mundane life? Does she need to know? Would she care to know? Does she even want to know this little bit of worthless information about me? Should I? Should I? Should I?

And so within the few seconds where my jaw opens and shuts without any intelligence forthcoming, the moment passess. House comes back on and I'm back to narrating every single scene in the episode till another commercial break comes on.

Life is weird, but I sure am weirder.....

Jul 1, 2005

Payday

Ohhh,the sweet life is here...
I love my part-time job. I love it even more on Sundays (payday)!
I love the new book I just got myself as a reward for a whole week of work.
I love the cover with the irradescent blue sky and the red earth if Ulluru and the Aborignal spirit child with a pink lilly and a blue dress.
I love curling up in bed at night with the book and the night lamp on.
I love waking up in the mornings and reaching for the book first thing and reading until I feel like getting out of bed.
I love this state of no-stress, no-worries, no-deadlines.
And there's still two more weeks of 'em coming.
Alhamdulillah....